Somedays

Somedays asking to be loved is to much, some days I just want to be wanted, maybe even liked. It's a dangerous line to walk some days I'm so desperate for that, that I seek it thru anyone. I'm not the happy person I once was, I don't even now that my family wants me beyond the fact that I am family. I live in dread that anyday they may decide they want nothing to do with me

Emotional female

Don't worry guys life is great! Who needs a man to make your life complete?? 

-answer I do, of course I love the freedom, but sometimes the freedom gets lonely. When you have an emotional day and you don't know wether to scream and shot or just cry because as a person coming back from feeling nothing you know you have to chose. 

I'm an emotional female with no where to turn. I drive my family mad, the boys crazy and make the girls jealous. On days like today it seems easier to just give in and let someone use me, then to go on this way. At least then I'll know.