Keep holding on

This week has been one hell of a week. Tonight topped it off. I wish I could just break down and cry, but "I am strong" and don't break down. Inside I am so broken. My stress levels with finances are thru the roof. To top it off, I sent a payment for a trip from the wrong account, and with my credit card payment due tomorrow I have $0 to pay it! 

Does life ever work out and get better?? I keep holding on to the saying the best things come unexpectedly into our lives... When is it my turn to recieve instead of give? I just want to be valued